May 2009
97 posts
So I just heard that Vanessa Hudgens song she has...
& I never want to hear it again.
Chaneen
chaneenfoulke:
dwayneny:
Where have you been?
Where the hell do you think silly :) Planting my
veggie garden, painting fences,
taking a few tests, being a soccer
mom, and trying to get a little
sewing in. How are things with
you? How is the trabajo?
Things are well. The job is fine. It’s funding the record and that’s all I care about. Don’t be a stranger,...
April 2009
152 posts
Chaneen
Where have you been?
go to hell iTunes
& remember to wash your damn hands everybody.
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This was supposed to be the job I needed.
I just got off the phone was a company I applied for in hopes of it being what I needed financially. I found out that it pays LESS than what I make now and they do not work with your schedule, whatsoever. I’ve had my dancing job on the weekends for the past three years and I’m not giving that up because that is the only thing I actually enjoy doing. & it pays more than all of my...
Next.
+
= g’nite.
let me care my ass to bed. 8:45AM. work.
I’m just one day closer to the my Last Days and Time of working a “job.” or maybe we I (I’m saying “we” as if I have another personality to account for) should just worry about just getting to the weekend. iphone work your magic and walk me up in the morning.
My mom chooses the worst moments to experiment...
We just came to a dead end and of course everyone thinks it’s funny but me. OMG. Now she wants to pull over while driving for someone to get her a water out the trunk. Lumina, you gotta be finished getting fixed soon. Please hurry up.
Ok. People. Really. Wash yo ass...
Just because you chose not to wash/deodorize does not mean I want your funk crawling up my nose. Why do I have to be exposed to that? I understand things may happen but if you are in a public setting, holla at dove and right guard or something. Shit, if you can’t use that, then fabreeze yourself down. Shit, something. Please think about the thousands of people with weak stomachs everytime to...
OK. I can finally eat.
the novocaine finally wore off and my chin does feel like putty. I have to eat like a rabbit. I’m not trying to go back to feel like the dentist is performing open heart surgery on my mouth. ugh. & work in a few (wonder-fucking-ful). yeaaaaaaaaaaa. FOOD.
Please let this insurance go through.
I’m worried.
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This is the best I've felt in a long time.
I had an EPIPHANY while cleaning up. My mind was too cluttered with unsettling residue and I had to take the broom, sweep that shit up and throw it in the garbage. literally and figuratively. I can’t please everyone but I shouldn’t be miserable in the interim. My life is already complicated, why am I allowing other people to complicate it further? it doesn’t make any sense. I...
Now that my headache is gone
All I want to do is enjoy the sun. I can’t wait to leave this bitch today at 4.
scifr:
Mary J. Blige ~ All That I Can Say
Loving you is wonderful…
Wow
This outlet place thing I work at is playing MJB’s “My Love” throughout the whole mall. The joint from “Whats the 411?” What a throwback.
Everyone takes their own journey through life, so don’t apologize if you...
– The word for tomorrow. the first and last line are everything.
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Tragic Inevitability
See the tragic inevitability Is that you and me could never be The way we were Ageless and evergreen We can’t even make believe no more Deep in my soul it hurts me so And I will not be consoled What will be will be What will be will be What will be will be If we are truly fashioned by fate And we are modeled by destiny Then surely we must concede To this tragic inevitability Nothing can...
lightblack:
It’s really difficult trying to contain your temper when people are always upsetting you. I’ve been refraining myself from getting into any “altercations” but if some people just don’t ask for it.
I am very thankful that I’ve learned to be patient and not as aggressive as I used to be. I’m not bragging by any means but when I was younger, I was an angry and fighting kid. I didn’t...
This has been the day from Hell.
I don’t even know of a word to describe what I felt about the day, the performance, the outburst, everything. I wanted to crawl into a hole before but I just really can’t be concerned about people and their vices. This has just been more of a confirmation that I may be doing the right thing the wrong way.
ooooh, I still need directions on how to get there...
get yo shit together y’all & be on time.
& you love your loving, but not like you love your freedom.
– Joni Mitchell
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it looks like it's going to be a revolving door.
I don’t have anymore options and I thought about this all night. I have to get further then where I’m at and it’s not a status thing..I work my fingers to the bone and I have nothing to show for it. I’m nice only to be treated like an asshole. I was raised better than this. There’s a lot of unnecessary bulllshit and my god, [Mary J] NO MORE FUCKING DRAMA [/Mary J]....
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Why don't you GO? Part II
I worked an 12 hour shift only to drive to Brooklyn to waste 40 dollars on a band rehearsal that was not even remotely taken seriously & be aggravated. I am done with all of that. There should be no reason why productivity is dismal. I just don’t. I’m looking and looking and the more and more I feel like a joke. my songs feel like a joke, my time means nothing, my everything means...